| Welcome to her Bizzy, Dizzy Life |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|11:40 am] |
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Well, finally back up to Mt P, and I've never been so happy to see this damn town. Class sucks, but it is awesome to be back. I've partied pretty hard since I've been up here, but I guess I'm just making up for lost time. Who knows. I was hoping that a certain guy situation would actually work out...yeah. The truth is, he could treat me like complete shit, and the second he gives me attantion, I would crawl right back. Sound familiar? I really have no idea why I let guys treat me like this when I have a few really amazing, sweet guys wanting to be with me. I don't know why I can blow them off just because they will treat me well. That just seems a bit backwards, huh? I just get weirded out when a guy shows intrest for the right reasons. It scares me, so I push away. I mean, why would a guy actually call me, and ask me out, and want to see me? Thats what is so fucked up! I think it is weird when a guy calls and wants to see me because I'm used to guys treating me like shit and blowing me off. All last year I delt with a guys who never called, never came by, just treated me like shit, this year I'm falling into the same hole. Its habit, its what I know, and it is so hard to get away from. I want a guy who cares, but it scares me. I saw my mom deal with the same thing my whole life. This is what i grew up with, so it is difficult to breakway from that. Hopefully in time I will see the self destructive behavior and actually care about myself enough to fix it. until then... |
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| Almost Here |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|07:09 pm] |
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3 more weeks....
3 weeks and I will be out of Brighton, back to Mt P. I can't tell you how excited I really am. As much as I love my friends here, Mt Pleasant is just a better place for me. All of the townies can't wait to get out, but I love it there. Everything seems to be easier. Well, I wouldn't go that far. Lets rewind to last year...it wasn't exactly stress free. Between the boys, the roommates, the bitchy girls, hard classes and tough times with money and family, my year wasn't the breeze i was hoping for...At times I wanted to just give up and go home. I was on the brink of a nervous breakdown by the time winter break came. I had been having problems with two of my roommates, one who used to be one of my best friends, and to make matters even more delightful, I got my MIP the night before I went home for break...that made for a wonderful Christmas. The break was long needed, and I was excited to come back. Second semester was a completely different experience than first. I just didn't care about what people thought. So what if my roommates were bitchy, fuck em, they were just roommates, and it isn't that hard to be civil. I was going out every weekend with out my "safety net" group of girls, and I was having the time of my life. I have grown to love my boys so much. Infact, I sometimes feel bad for Andy because he becomes a makeshift "girlfriend" when I really feel like being a real girl. I would call him when I was shopping, or worse make him go shopping with me. Poor kid...but I love him so much, He was my sanity in many times of madness. He is by far the best friend I have up at school, he is my Bro :) The other boys helped me out by giving me a hug, telling me to "keep on truckin" and challange me to a game of caps or beer pong. Sometimes, they would even give me a sympathy win. Moving to another room was the best thing I could have done. Ok, so it was kinda mandatory, but it was awesome! I got away from the floor and my roommates. I still love one of my old roommates, but the others i needed to get away from because I didnt like the person i became when I was around them. Removing my self from the situation made a world of difference. I even got two great friends from the process, my two new roommates! Nikki, who I got kicked off the floor with, and Nicole, whose room we moved into. Nikki and I had a total blast, and I love her to death! Nicole is total awesome, and a huge sweetheart. We had a blast going out together, then writing on the floor in slat ;) I want to be on you!!! Then there were the boys on floor...My wonderful neighbors. Always great for a self esteem boost. They tell it pretty much like it is, but I love them for it. Zack always said if I was getting fat, he would tell me to lay off the Subway and bring me the exercise ball. Now that is a true friend :) Its ok though, I stole all of his stuff! Kiy, my other brother, always put me in a better mood, Ryan let me use is car when I didn't want to walk all the way to mine. The other boys were there to kick me off the exercise ball, get moody, and be kinda creepy. I loved them. Volleyball with them was always interesting...I got killed. Then it was time to go home. I'm not going to lie, I finally broke down and cried while saying bye to Andy and Kiy...It was terrible, I tried so hard not to. Well, it was nice to come home for a while, but now I can't stand it anymore. Brighton is too boring. I need to be back in Mt P!! I miss Deerfield, I miss my friends, I miss the parties, I miss the Pub, I miss skipping class cause it is too cold, I miss laying around all day watching movies with the boys, I miss volleyball, I miss the SAC, I miss Hunan, I miss the bowling alley, I miss lambda chi, I miss the drama and stress...ok, not really. haha, But I just miss it. I can't wait...3 More Weeks! |
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| This is too funny |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|06:53 pm] |
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Kristen Leight Pearsall's Aliases
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Your movie star name: Potatoes Douglass
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Your fashion designer name is Kristen Paris
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Your socialite name is Kristen Peesall Mt Pleasant
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Your fly girl / guy name is K Pea
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Your detective name is Panda Brighton
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Your barfly name is Candy Sex On The Beach
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Your soap opera name is Leight Spencer
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Your rock star name is Reisen Plane
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Your star wars name is Kriart Peacha
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Your punk rock band name is The Bouncy Lamp
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| Irsih/Michigan.....They both fit perfectly! |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|06:44 pm] |
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You Know You're Irish When.... |
The condensation on your pint of Guinness takes the shape of shamrocks
You don't believe there is a God, but you are damn sure of the infallibility of the Pope.
You believe that to forgive is divine, but you don't excercise it yourself.
You won't eat meat on Friday, but you'll drink a pint for breakfast.
You consider any Irishman who has become successful a traitor.
You have great respect for the truth, and you only use it in emergencies.
The further you get from Ireland, the more Irish you get.
You eat homefried taters for brakfast, potato bread for lunch, and potato stew for dinner.
You cry at sad movies, but you cheer in battle.
You will never play professional basketball.
You swear very well.
You think you sing very well.
There isn't a huge difference between losing your temper and killing someone.
You're strangely poetic after a few beers.
Many of your sisters are Catherine, Elizabeth or Mary and one is Mary Catherine Elizabeth.
You can't wait for the other guy to stop talking so you can start talking.
Much of your food is boiled.
You are, or know someone, named "Murph." If you don't know Murph, then you know Mac. If you don't know Murph or Mac, then you know Sully, and you'll probably also know Sully McMurphy.
Your parents were on a first name basis with everyone at the local emergency room.
There wasn't a huge difference between your last wake and your last keg party.
You're proud to be Irish - and you pass these jokes on to all your Irish friends!
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You Know You're From Michigan When... |
You define summer as three months of bad sledding.
You think Alkaline batteries were named for a Tiger outfielder.
You can identify an Ohio accent.
Your idea of a seven-course meal is a six pack and a bucket of smelt.
Owning a Japanese car is a hanging offense in your hometown.
You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre.
The Big Mac is something that you drive across.
You believe that "down south" means Toledo.
You bake with soda and drink pop.
You drive 75 on the highway and you pass on the right.
Your Little League baseball game was snowed out.
You learned how to drive a boat before you learned how to ride a bike.
You know how to pronounce "Mackinac".
The word "thumb" has a geographical rather than an anatomical significance.
You have experienced frostbite and sunburn in the same week.
You expect Vernor's when you order ginger ale.
You know that Kalamazoo not only exists, but that it isn't far from Hell.
Your favorite holidays are Christmas, Thanksgiving, the opening of deer season and Devil's Night.
Your snowmobile, lawn mower and fishing boat all have big block Chevy engines.
At least one person in your family disowns you for the week of the Michigan/Michigan State football game.
You know what a millage is.
Traveling coast to coast means driving from Port Huron to Muskegon.
Half the change in your pocket is Canadian, eh.
You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on your left hand.
You know what a "Yooper" is.
Your car rusts out before you need the brakes done
Half the people you know say they are from Detroit... yet you don't personally know anyone who actually lives in Detroit
"Up North" means north of Clare.
You know what a pastie is.
You occasionally cheer "Go Lions- and take the Tigers with you."
Snow tires come standard on all your cars.
At least 25% of your relatives work for the auto industry.
You don't understand what the big deal about Chicago is.
Octopus and hockey go together as naturally as hot dogs and baseball.
You know more about chill factors and lake effect than you'd EVER like to know!
Your snowblower has more miles on it than your car.
Shoveling the driveway constitutes a great upper body workout.
When giving directions, you refer to "A Michigan Left."
You know when it has rained because of the smell of worms.
You never watch the Weather Channel - you can just assume they're wrong.
The snowmen you make in your front yard actually freeze. Solid.
The snow freezes so hard that you can actually walk across it and not break it or leave any marks.
All your shoes are called "tennis shoes", even though no one here plays tennis anyway.
Your major school field trip includes camping and cross-country skiing.
Half your friends have a perfect sledding hill right in their own backyard.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Michigan.
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| Oh Canada |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|09:58 pm] |
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So, Canada was a total blast! I knew it would be fun, but this is more than I expected. Sure, there was a bit of drama, but it definitely didn't bring me down. Well, the boys and Ash finally got to Brighton to pick me up and we were on our way around 7pm. I was so excited when we finally went through the tunnel, I just wanted to go out and party! We got to the hotel, hung out for a bit, drank some and got ready. Finally the rest of the boys showed up, but they wanted to drink a little before they headed out, so we left them. The first bar we went to was called The Treehouse. I love this place! It is just a little bar, but it was os much fun, and they had cheep sex on the beaches & Long Islands...they had me sold pretty quick! Then we went to Dantes, where I got more free drinks, I love being the birthday girl:) From there we met up with my friend from work at Reactor. This bar became way more fun as I became more intoxicated! Me and Ash got a free drink for telling one of the bartenders he looked gay in his shirt...I felt bad, but hey, this is business! Then, the unexpected happened, I ran into my friend Sam! I didn't know he was going to be Canada, let alone the same exact bar as me!! So that was awesome, it definate was a highlight of the night. After a many hours of drinking, we enede up back at the hotel drinking some more, and we finally found the other boys. I finally fell asleep, and woke up in Ryans boxers and tshirt...whatever. Well, we woke up and packed our stuff and set of for this "mall" that Chad wanted to go to beacuse he had to have a hat he could wear backwards...Well, it turned out it wasn't really a mall, so we drove for 20 mins for nothing. We finally went to a restaurant to get some food cause everyone was STARVING! I was so happy, I ordered a strawberry daiquiri, it was wonderful. Then the waitress made me wear a viking style helmet with huge horns on it. We go picture documentation, no worries. Well, somewhere in the meal, the boys convinced me to stay, and I convinced Ash, Andy and Grant to stay. Round two. We finally found a real mall, and I picked up a few essentials for the night because I only brought one change of clothes... Oh, and we found the last two damn rooms in Canada, it was ridiculous! We all got showers and hung out for a bit. Around 8:30, we headed out for the night, and found ourselves back to The Treehouse again! They had two guys singing old rock & roll with guitars, so Ash and I sat right up front and belted out all of the songs. Now that was fun! After we left there, we wound up back at Reactor. Yeah, the doorman remembered me and let us all in for free. The bartenders and some of the bouncers also remembered me, so that meant free drinks once again. Its the adorable charm, they just can't resist! We stayed there for a good two hours dancing and drinking. It was a total blast! From there we went to Voodoo, which was pretty cool, although by that time some drama had occurred, so I wasn't int he best of moods...I started drinking a lot more. All 10 of us went in, only 3 of us left together...that kinda blew, but whatever. We had one last drink at Treehouse and started on our fing 10 block hike back to the room, which wouldn't have been so bad, but I had killer shoes on! We finally got back and I passed out! The next morning I woke up before everyone, so I took this as and advantage to get a long shower in, it was wonderful. I hung out with the boys for a little while, then we decided it was time to go home! I love Canada, but I was happy to get back to the States. Well, lets see, my drink tab:
Night 1:
3Long Islands, 2 Sex on the Beach, Jack& Coke, shot of So Co, Irish car bomb, & a few Capt & cokes.
Night 2:
3 Sex on the Beach, 4 Jack & Cokes, 2 Long Islands, 3 Shooters, & shot of Tequila
I was donzo!
The boys also had a good time, I think all of them got some action...One I wasnt so happy about, but whatever, his loss I guess.
Anywho, it was the best Birthday I have ever had, thanks guys!! I love you so much!!!
Yey Canadia!!!
Oh, and there was no Canadian Beav! |
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| Mt P |
[Jul. 11th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
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This past week seemed to drag on forever! Work was alright, I even got a chance to hit up the mall while on the clock, which is always a plus. I finally made it up to Mt P on Friday, and we had an interesting night. On saturday, we went floating down the river for a few hours & got attacked by spiders, seaweed and beavers. Oh, and two of the boys drank a fifth of Captains in 1/2 an hour...nice. We also decided to drive to Traverse City at 10pm to see some people. We got there at midnight and finally found the boys. I also got to see Nikki which was awesome! At 4 we thought it would be a good time to head home. The drive was super long and very sleepy. We got back at 6:30 am and went to sleep. Sunday, we all woke up at headed out to Andy's lake for the day. It was a blast! I learned how to wakeboard! It was awesome! I got up on my third try and now I'm addicted! We got back to Mt P around 10pm, so i decided to stay the night & take the day off of work which turned out to be a good idea. I passed out pretty quick and slept until noon went he boys got home for lunch. Oh, yeah, and I broke my phone on Saturday which was amazing. Luckily I have an extra phone so I didn't have to pay $150 for a new one. I guess that was the weekend. It was a good time seeing everyone. FRIDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!! You know what that means....CANADA!!! I'm so excited, a bunch of my friends are going, and it will be a great time!! WOOOOOOO |
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| holy awkward |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|09:16 am] |
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Well, this past week has been a bit boring...Then I realized, I should start making an actual effort. What a concept, eh? I called James and went downtown, got some ice cream and walked around the tridge for a while. We saw this big ass fish and three turtles battling. I was wild, they were out for blood! We went back to Trav's and watched Tommy Boy then called some people for the POA. Him, Megan and I went over to Che's house for the night and I saw Steve, a kid I was friends with in elementary school! It was crazy! The three of us caught up all night, and it was awesome. It was a great night, although there was a little bit of awkwardness...we wont go there. Finally its the 4th of July...What the hell does that mean? I never have that much fun on the 4th..whatever. I'm just excited for the next few weekends to come! This weekend I'm going up to Central to see my boys, i miss them way too much for my own good! Then next weekend its MY BIRTHDAY!!! Can you say CANADA!!!! I'm so excited, if anyone even reads this...We are going to Canada on the 15th, aka my birthday, if you like to join! I'm way stoked! Then the weekend after that I'll be back up to school for Ryan's birthday. Wooo. That means Itty Bitty will be quite intoxicated for 3 weekends in a row, yey. In a 5 weeks i am moving into my apartment at DEERFIELD!!! I'm so excited. I've decided to let all the drama that has come with this apartment go. No one is going to make this year bad for me, eventhough two people really tried last year...bitches. here is a comment for you..blow me. Ok, I could have gone much farther, but I would feel way to mean. You just learn a lot about the people you live with and they are two horrible people I need to stay away from. ew. anywho, all ranting aside, I'm so excited. I love my friends, I love Central, I love my birthday, I love Canada. I'm so Happy :) |
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[Jul. 1st, 2005|06:20 pm] |
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| Your Cancer Drinking Style |
 You are a comfort drinker -- and an extra wine with dinner or an after-work beer or six can be extra comforting, can't it, Cancer darling?
Like fellow water signs Scorpio and Pisces, you must guard against lushery.
You are brilliant at ferreting out secret parties and insinuating yourself on VIP lists.
And, in true Hollywood style, you are never really drunk; instead, you get "tired and emotional" (read: weepy when lubricated).
But most people agree: there's nothing better than swapping stories (and spit) over a few bottles of inky red wine with you. Your sign also rules the flavor vanilla, and you adore anyone who serves up vanilla vodka and soda. | | Your Signature Cocktails | | Ruled by the moon, Cancers are intrigued by the idea of moonshine -- any booze, from a bourbon press to a whiskey and soda to grandpappy's special brew in a mason jar, will do. You also like comfortingly warm and sweet drinks, like hot toddies and hot buttered rums. A six-pack of Bud will also do. | | Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies | | Jessica Simpson, Pamela Anderson, George W. Bush, Tom Cruise, Will Ferrell, Lil' Kim, Lindsey Lohan, and John Cusack. |
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|10:06 pm] |
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I don't know what I am at the moment. At times I feel great, and without a care in the world, but other times, i just feel like something is missing. What is missing? well that would be the big question, eh? Hell, I don't know. I want what I have up at Mt P on the weekends all the time. I just want to have fun and not worry about anything but the people I am with. Sounds great, right. Well welcome to the real world. I hate bills, I hate work, I hate living in Brighton and not being able to afford what everyone else has. I hate when my friends complain about not having money when they don't have to pay for college, their car, their gas, their clothes. Don't you people realize how well off you are? It drives me absolutly nuts! Honestly, its called work. You work for what you want...what a concept! Oh and work isn't working for a family member for ridiculous amounts per hour to do pretty much nothing. Thats not real work. It just sucks that these people will never have to really work for what they have. They are set for life. I truly appreciate what my parents have done for me. Sure, they can't give me a brand new car for my birthday and pay all of my bills, but they do everything they can and it means more to me than their will ever know. There are times when I just don't feel like waking up at 5am and driving to Detroit to drive some more and read damn meters. I just want to sleep in and have a day to myself, but then I think of what my parents do to get me the things i need, and it puts me back in my place. All I want right now is to be in Laguna, surfing at DoHo. Laguna will never be the same now that Ian is gone. There will be an everlasting emptiness that none of us can escape. I've been trying to deny that he is really gone, but the harder I try, the more real it becomes. I guess we need to remember what Eric taught us, keep the faith, Life goes on. I just don't kow what to do. I'm lost. I just need a little help. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|03:00 pm] |
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I hate Brighton. There is never anything to do! I'm stuck here for 3 more weeks!!!! Itty Bitty is not happy. |
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| Whats Happening To Me :P |
[Jun. 19th, 2005|08:08 pm] |
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How does a normal trip up to Central for the weekend turn into what it did so fast? So, after work i took a shower, packed and headed up to school to see the boys. I got up there around 6, got some food then went to Sterling to see everyone. We got kicked out of there because Clark decided to give the girl's dog beer...she was pissed. From there we went to Deerfield then to Lexington. What an interesting night. I was well on my way to being drunk when I decided that I needed to drive Chad home later that night, so I stopped drinking. Other things annoyed me, on person in particular....so i sobered up real quick. Oh, and Andy left me to go to a strip bar in Sagnasty! Ass. I have to say, that was the drunkest I've seen Chad in a long long time, it was interesting. I drove him home in his hot car :P, we had a little chat then Grant came to pick me up. Grant and I watch Super Troopers then went to sleep. Saturday was way better! I bought a lot of stuff...I was in a bad mood and needed to spend money!! Later that day, I decided that I wanted a tattoo because Andy and Ryan we getting one. We drove up to the parlor and the artist fit me in right before the boys. I was sooo scared, but I'm really happy about it. It is so cute! I got a 4 leaf clover on my left hip, up front. I love it! After that, we went back to andy's got some food then went over to kenny's. From there, we went to the bowling alley. It was great, they don't card so I got 3 LongIslands, and a weird mellon shot. Needless to say, I was wasted! We went back to Kenny's after a few hours and I chilled with Brady on the couch cause i was real drunk. Chad and Reid came over a little later after attending at wedding reception. Reid was trashed! they left pretty quick, but Chad called me twice in like 10 m ins, so I figured he wanted to hang out. Andy and I went over there for a few minutes and Rei was nuts! he comes out of bed in his boxer briefs stumbling and talking nonsense. It was great. I wasnt feeling so well, so our hang session was cut short. I walked outside after stumbling to get my shoes on...io made it to the edge of Chads yard then puked...haha, Andy was there to hold my hair back. I finally passed out in grants bed and woke up with a swollen eye...it sucked. after an hour or so I drove home to hang with my Daddy. On the way home, while stuck in traffic for an hour, I worked a lot of things out in my head. I feel a lot better about my situation, so thats always good. It looks like i'm staying home this weekend, but i'll be back to mt p in a few weeks. yey for the pistons, I'm going to go watch the game!
4 Leaf Clover Tattoo : $60
Random stuff/clothes : $80
3 Long Islands & a Melon shot : $20
Having an awesome weekend with the boys, getting wasted, puking on Chads yard & coming home with a swollen eye and a tattoo...Priceless :) |
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| I love these :) They are so true! |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|06:50 pm] |
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Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable | Part Free Love Kisser |
Of all the kissing types, you've racked up the most experience
Kissing is no big deal to you - you'll kiss anyone you find hot!
It's easy for you to take the plunge and make the first move.
And you don't really consider kissing to be cheating! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|05:52 pm] |
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This weekend was pretty interesting...I finally got back up to Mt p. After working all day in Detroit, I came home, took a shower and drove up to Central. 5 mins after i arrived, we were already going over to Dallas's for a party. I got my usual Bacardi Raz, but only had 3 shots because I wasn't feeling well, so I decided to drive the boys home so they could have a good time. It was so much fun, a bunch of my boys were there that i wasn't expecting to see. It was great to see them and Chad promised me a ride on his new crotch rocket :) It was Mark's birthday, so it was cool to see him that night. Everything was going well until some random creepy kid slapped my ass. Now, this kid didn't know anyone at the party, he just showed up. I trued around, asked him to come over to me, and he refused, looking scared. I then walked up to him and said, "you touch me again and I will kick your ass". Just a little description of this kid for you guys, He was about 5'9", skinny a rail and a little pussy. The boys then took him aside and had a little chat with him. A few minutes later Dallas kicked him out and everything was fine again. Around 2am, I drove Andy back to the towers and I decided to see my old RA. That was interesting to say the least. We will leave the details out, but lets just say i was a little weirded out. I love this kid to death, don't get me wrong, but it was just weird. Anywho, I finally got to bed around 4am, woke up at 10, Andy left around 12 and I went to Chads new house to go for a ride. Ok, this bike is hot! I've never been on a motorcycle let alone a crotch rocket, which is harder to ride on. I was a bit nervous and Chad didn't make me feel much better when he said, "you are my first passenger. I'm going to have to get used to weight on the back"...yeah, not what i wanted to hear. Although we couldn't go on a long ride becasue he didn't have the insurance yet, it was awesome. So I hung out with Chad and Jeremy for a little while with all intentions on going home. Well, needless to say, they convinced me to stay the night and got tubing with them on the river. We started drinking around 2ish, and headed to the river about 3-3:30. We met a bunch of our friends, got tubes and floated down the river for a couple of hours. We all tied our tubes together and had a seperate tube for beer. Oh, and for some unknown reason...I had to share a tube with Chad <> scandalous! <> It was awesome, everyone including me were wasted and we had an awesome time. After tubing, Jeremy, Baker, Chad and I went to The Cabin for awesome pizza, then we headed to jeremy's house so his girlfriend could bitch at him for 30 mins while we sat in the car...drama. We all went back to Chad's, took showers, then everyone left and Chad and I went to bed around 11pm. His bed by the way is awesome, it is a king size and so comfortable. It was a good time although I only got about 2hours of sleep.. The only bad thing was I had to wake up at 7am to drive home to be at work at 10am. that sucked ass, but I made it home in 1hour and 15mins....yeah, it should take me atleast 1hour and 45mins...I was cruising :) Work was super boring, but I worked with Adrianne, and I love her. She is the coolest 16 year old i know! Her and I are exactly a like. We are both totally scandalous! My 5am wake up call was alittle rough, but I made it into Detroit alight. Me and 2 girls drove around Detroit today, and we stopped at Coney Island for lunch. When I got up to go to the bathroom I heard a guy say "damn girl!" When I came back, the guys in the booth by us said " damn girl, you have a black girl's ass. its looking good"...Its just round ok?! :P Man, I'm getting a lot of attention recently, I'm not going to complain, but some of it isn't the attention I want. I got some attention this weekend from someone, who remain nameless :P, and I'm most definitly not complaining at all :) hehe, like i said before, I am do scandalous. Anywho, that is my life update. I'm headed up to Central again this weekend, and I'm hopefully getting another ride on the crotch rocket. I am generally happy right now, I feel good :) |
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| I Love These :) So True |
[Jun. 3rd, 2005|08:40 pm] |
| You Were Actually Born Under: | ![]() | | You Should Have Been Born Under: | 
Full of spunk, you are the original party animal.
You bring fun, activity, and stimulation to any event.
Self-control is not one of your strong points; you have been known to over indulge.
Cheerful and energetic, you can turn the most boring thing into something fun.
You are most compatible with a Rat or Dragon. |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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| one step forward, two steps back |
[Jun. 3rd, 2005|07:36 pm] |
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| | Incubus | ] |
Well, DTE is going alright I guess. I have to be in Detroit everyday at 7am, so thats 5am wake up. Oh, and I just found out today that I might not be able to go in the field because as of now I am a "liability". That is complete bullshit. They couldn't tell me anything other than I have something wrong with my health, but they couldn't say what. Well I figured it out on my own. I wrote down that I had injured my knee and until my doctor can clear me, I am a liability to them. This is ridiculous, I'm a little upset. If I can't go in the field, I'm going to make a transfer. There is no way I am driving all the way out to Detroit to do office work I can do in Howell or Ann Arbor. Oh and they think that just because I'm from Brighton that can't "handle" Detroit. Give me a fucking break. That offends me that they think I'm that ignorant. Its not like I've never seen a bad neighborhood. I'm so pissed. Oh, and my roommate sends me an email today saying she isn't coming back to Central! Two months before we move in and she backs out! Well, if she thinks she isn't paying rent, she has another thing coming! What a fucking day. I can't even make it up to Central tonight, I need to just take a break. I just want to go out with the boys and party and clear my head. wow. ok, so I'm done ranting, sorry about that. This is my journal, if you don't like it, blow me. I have so much rage for such a little girl! I need my latte! On a positive note, Fall Out Boy had a performance on tv today, so that was rad. Oh and my Aunt is coming back to Michigan in June, so thats awesome, and I'm planning on making out to Laguna sometime in Sept/Oct. We'll see about that. Eh, whatever, I need a drink. |
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| scary times in the D |
[May. 27th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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| | nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fall Out Boy...I need some comfort | ] |
When I got my job at DTE, I didn't think much of it. Sure, I would have to be working in Detroit and around the Detroit area, but I'm a big girl, its no bit deal, or so I thought. I then got a call from DTE telling me to go to the Henry Ford Health Center in Hamtramck. I was a little worried about this because I'd never driven near the city by myself and I didn't know my way around. I had my dad print me directions so I felt a little better, how hard could it be? I go 96E to 696E to 75S & get off at the exit, I'm on the right track, or so I thought. I got confused at the light and continued going straight when i should have turned left. Well, I couldn't find where to turn around, so I kept driving. Wrong choice. I got so lost that i called my dad. I started to cry a little, but i collected myself quickly, crying wouldn't get me anywhere. Well, I stop at a light, and across the street there is a car stopped as well. I was surrounded by cars, and I thought nothing of it. That is until one guy got out with a gun...then another, then the rest of them had guns..they all pointed them at the driver in the middle, and he put his hands up, knowing he had no way out. They then drug him out of his car and threw him on the ground. Finally the light turned green and I got out of there ASAP. Although the guys with guns were detectives, it was still really scary. I've never seen anything like that,. and worst of all, I was the only other car on that road, what if something could have happened. By that time, I had completely lost it. I'm bawling on the phone with my dad while he is trying to figure out where the hell I was. I ended up somewhere in Detroit and the gas station I stopped at didn't seem to want to help me find my way back. My dad finally found me on the map and directed me back to Hamrtamck ( not a much better city). Everytime I would stop at a light or a stop sign, people would just stare at me...It was creepy. Men would walk by and give me this look and lick their lips, it was the most unsafe I have every felt. So here I am on the phone with my dad in the middle of Hamtramck crying and lost. I've never felt so helpless. Needless to say, I found where I needed to go, and found my way back to 75 ok. It was just an experience I wont soon forget. I am a lot more sheltered than i once though. Hell, I don't even know how to rive in a major city! I am usually really good with directions, and very rarely get lost, but today, woo, I got lost and I didn't know how to handle it. I'm also not used to seeing people held up at gun point and people looking at me like I'm either a freak, a piece of meat, or an alien. Haven't you ever seen a girl?! damn, keep moving! I don't know, it was a horrible day, and I'm just glad I got back ok. We will see how this job goes... That $10/hr isn't looking so worth it anymore, but like my step dad said, if i take the job I will get cultured. Maybe thats what I need. 19 years of Brighton...I'm not as cultured as I once thought.. |
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| Two Great Tragedies in Life |
[May. 25th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
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| | Scars | ] |
"There are two great tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart’s desire. The other is to gain it"
So, I found this quote, and it really made me think. When you gain your hearts desire, the journey is over, and sometimes you may not know what to do with it. Then there is the constant fear that at any second, you could lose that very thing that you have placed so much dependence on. When you lose your heart's desire, you lose your heart. It can make you feel like you never want to hope or dream again, and that everything you held so dear to you is gone. I don't know, I just got to thinking when I heard this quote and I felt like I needed to write it down. Deal with it, Bitches. |
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| so true...weird |
[May. 25th, 2005|10:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  creative | ] |
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| | woop woop, pull over that ass too fat :P | ] |
Your Birthdate: July 15 |
With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene.
The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher.
You are very responsible and capable.
This is an attractive and an attracting influence.
You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it.
You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.
You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes.
This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.
You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways. |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|09:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | silly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dance too much booty in the pants | ] |
well, I guess I had a pretty decent week last week. Tuesday I went over to hauto's with some people and watched the Piston's whip the Pacers. I also caught some of American Idol (megans show...)and I got to see One Tree Hill, which was exciting. The Oc season finale was amazing!! My mom and I got ice cream and even had Lynn watch, it was a great night. Saturday I worked at the club which ended up being fun. It was a beautiful day and Monica and I were complete dorks. Yes, I work with 16 year old girls and I love it. I'm so used to being around guys, its just really nice to spend time with girls and actually act like a girl. Megan came over later that night and we just hung out and watch the OC which i tapped for her. Sunday I worked with Monica again. It was a crappy day and the only customer we got in 6 hours were really annoying kids, some super cute little boys and this bitchy 13 year old girl. I wanted to punch this girl so bad. Well, Monica and i decided to play a round of putt putt, but this soon got boring, we needed something that involved a little more spice. Are best idea was hitting golf balls behind the putt putt toward the driving range with putters. Let me tell you, it's not too easy to hit golf balls a great distance and/or height with a crappy putt putt putter. hehe, putt putt putter...anywho, it was a god time and it gave the cart boys more balls to hit back to the actual driving range. Speaking of, these golfer boys are pretty damn hot. The golf pro...woowee. Oh, and my boss Justin, damn. I'm going to get myself into some trouble :) My dad would love to see me with a golfer, might as well make him happy, eh? hehe, I'm so scandalous. Oh, and yey for me, I just got a job at DTE!! 40 hrs/week, $10/hr. Not bad, and I'm in a union, whatever that means. I really have no idea what a union will do for me, but whatever. All I do is read meters and chill out, and get paid $10/hr. Oh, and I get assigned someone else to drive around with. The good thing is, the person I will get assigned to is going to be my age, in college, and hopefully a hot guy. If its not, I'll put in a request for a change of partner. hehe. The bad thing is, I have to drive around different parts of Detroit...I better get assigned a guy, I'm talking football player if i'm going to driving around Detroit. Well, thats the update of my life. I'm about to go hang out with Meg and some friends for the night. Might even be going up to Mt P this weekend cause I'm not working. Who knows. Catch you on the flip side.
OH YEAH ~ Star Wars Kicks Ass!!!! Yoda is a bad ass and R2 is a playa :P And Hayden Christensen is so hot in this one, its not his fault that he can't act!!! |
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[May. 19th, 2005|05:00 pm] |
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| | numb | ] |
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| | Behind These Hazel Eyes | ] |
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Wow, i cold have written this song myself. This is how I'm feeling these days. I feel like something is missing, I don't feel whole. The only thing is, i don't really know what I'm missing. I feel so unhinged. eh. I could really use a friend right about now...but here in Brighton i feel so alone. I mean, I have friends i guess, but no one calls, no one asks if I want to hang out. This is the most alone i have ever felt. Have you ever been in a crowded room yet felt so alone. Its not fun. I'm drowning |
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